Well...... who loves me?

Deng....
at last hav my own blogspot......
but.... i dun neo how 2 use it actually....
nvm......
i just wan 2 find a place 2 express my emotion.....

To me..... love sucks.......
i never fall in love before......
just bcoz of my stupid look?
i dun neo....
well...... i "arm luen" so many girls....
since primary school......
fa sam leh.......? haha....
but.....
i trust love at 1st sight.........
i yat siong qing yuen?
most of the time la.....
well..... who loves me wo.....
Syarat-syarat 2 become a boyfren so zar.......
i so envy pk n cb......
js n steven.....
how come they so easily become a couple?
i couldnt figure it out.........

Ya..... she is a nice girl.... n i was so shocked when she came near 2 me!!!! It was wonder ful.....
My heart pumped so strong at tat moment.......
Actually......
i "arm luen" her since she was form 1........
Tat time i was form 2.....
to me......
she is the most beautiful girl......
in da world......
well........
if i write her name.......
u will probably say she is not tat beautiful.....
..........
well......
i m not a "li xiang qing ren".....
haha......
i pernah shown her many times n tried 2 tell her tat i like her....
many she knew it....
i gave her sweets.......(so lousy leh? u how 2 pikat perempuan de wor?)
she did nit want it.....
so i fell tat she rejected me......
i was hurt........
like a slicing onion.....
I never talk 2 her from tat day onwards.........

Bt......
everythings change dis year......
she n i r librarian n we tugas at da same day.......
i always want 2 find a chance 2 talk 2 her....
but i am a coward.......
i always hiding in bilik moral 2 hav a look at her....
just a few seconds....
for tat few seconds.......
i feel puas hati.....(tak siuman ke?)
haha
well........
she add me msn....
i duneo i still like her but yet i still can fell tat my heart pumping when i am looking at her......
Thinking 2 much?
Mayb.......
Well........
Who loves me?